The Girl...

So basically there is this girl that i remet (if that makes any sence) her name is Dana and she came up for winter break from her home in san diego to visit family and friends. Long story short me and her just connected and really like eachother. Cept the hard part is that she ended up going back down south to her home and i'm stuck up here...
She is suppose to actaully though move up here this summer after the school year is over which is really exciting because she is just.... AMAZING is the only way i can put it. me and her just connect on so many levels, she is just a perfect girl for me. But if there is one down side if any its her job. She is a science intructor up at a camp near lake Arrowhead which is down south. But the thing is when she is at work (monday thru friday) she has no cell phone reception so i cant talk to her. Which really sucks incase your wondering.
But ya I just cant WAIT to see her beautiful face again though. I think about her consintly and just how perfect and great she is and how we make eachother laugh so easily doing the stupidest things you could ever imagine, its crazy. But ya i just can not wait to have her back into my arms again and just hold her tight as if it were the last moments i would ever spend with her and look into her eyes and tell her how much i missed her and care about her and just kiss her. God just thinking about having her in my arms right now just makes me miss her that much more...

i dunno this was kind of a spur of the moment blog that i just felt i should blog about, please comment me and tell me wat you think and if your in a situation such as this?

Livin the life

Last week on the 6th of january my parents left to go on a cruise to the Behamas, good for them and suck for me cause i have to stay at home right? wrong, since they have been gone life has been good. My buddy shane has been living with me at my place since they've been gone so it's nice that i still have someone to talk to and keep me company. Its sweet i find myself saving gas now too since they've been gone. Before when the parentals were home i would always be trying to leave my house to get away from them and just get out, but now since they're gone i can just hang out at home with my friends and just relax.
I feel like an adult in the real world now. Today i had to wake up at 6:45 and go to a interview for East Contra Costa Fire Department, so i had to get all dressed up in a tie and everything it just felt good.
But ya this blog was kind of random i just wanted to express this out loud. lol ... enjoy.

Friends

Back in high school i thought i had it all. I was "popular" people new me, i had friends i was a varsity starter for three years and captain. I thought i had it all. But as soon as you graduate from high school you relize that those people really weren't your true friends. Its the ones you've had the hole time and are still there for you afgter it all. Just recently i relized this. That i may only have a few close friends now, not nearly as much as i did back in high school but yet the ones i have now are way better friends then i had in high school. I have three friends that i consider real close, the first two are Shane, and Aku these two have been there for me through it all. But recently i have a new friend that i consider an actual real close friend, and that is my friend Cisco. This winter break i feel that i have grown very close to him and have learned a lot about him and he's learn a lot about me. These three guys are awesome and are the ones i consider very close to me and am able to tell them anything that is or has been bothering me. I'm the type of person that does not like to open up to people, but these guys for some reason i have no problem telling them anything at all. These guys are amazing and great friends...