Where life is going

Prerelease- I know that not many people will read this, this is something for me to vent to about things that are bothering me.

Tonight me and my best friend shane watched a movie and after before i took him home we made a stop to just stop and think about things, mainly pertaining to girls, career, life, and religion.

While we were talking i started to think about where my life is going, and as scary as it is i found myself scared to death. To people on the outside it may seem like i have everything together and my lifes going perfect, but in reality its not. People think oh well Eric is on his way to becoming a firefighter and is taking all his classes and social life is going quite well. But in reality its not quite that.

Lately becoming a firefighter i have found out is going to end up being SOOO much harder then i could have ever imagined. Thousands and thousands of people are trying to become this sought after profession and that just makes the compitition that much harder. Not to mention my father (who is a firefighter and has been one for 29 years) hasn't really ever givin me much cofidence in trying to pursue it in becoming one. Every once in a while it would be nice to have him give me some words of wisdom or just let me know that he has faith in me. I know i might sound like a little bitch complaining but its the honest truth on how i feel about everything on that subject.

TV Shows

So tonight has been a pretty boring night, so i decided to watch some T.V. While i was watching T.V. I was thinking to myself which shows are my favorite. When i think about it it seems so simple but yet there are a few hard ones. but here is my list in order of my favorite T.V. shows...

- The Office (this show by far blows everything else outta the water, its just pure comedy)

- King of Queens (this show was my number one for a while until they had the last season and now are over, it saddens me to know they are done because they were hallarious. So i'm about 95% sure i've seen every episode now. lol)

- Criminal Minds (So before i decided to do this not many, if any, poeple knew that i watch this show. The truth is i watch this show though every week. I actually love this show though. So as far as dramas go for TV shows, criminal minds is my favorite.)

-Seinfeld (This show is a classic, my dad is responsible for making me a seinfeld nut. I use to watch this show with him everynight when i was still in elementary school. And now i know for a fact I have seen every single episode ever made. It's quite an accomplishment. lol


And after 10 minutes of thinking i really cant think of anything else that i watch all the time and i love to watch... these four shows are really the only shows i watch... besides watching sportscenter everynight, and every sunday watching my niners. But besides that i do not really watch anything else...